from Fearful Symmetry

January 17, 1874
Eng’s house, Surry Co., NC.
Seated by the parlor fireplace.


CHANG

I feel the night breaking
beneath frost.
           Even the moon  
is a frozen hook
in the sky. A spike
of icicle inside
my lungs
pierces;

breathing in
winter’s bitter air,
how its sweetened burn stings
like a swallow of whiskey.


ENG

 

 

 

 

 

 

Though flame and shadow
mask your face

 

I know.
A messenger
between seas,
this isthmus
between us.

 

I strike a match to wake you,
but in our armchair you’ve finally begun
to doze.

I bury
leaves of tobacco
in my pipe’s clay bowl;

 

I smoke
and try not to witness
the shipwreck of your face.


Originally published in Denver Quarterly